[Hook]
Why am I up?
I can't fall asleep, because I fight insomnia
Your mind is really weak, that's why your past is hunting ya
The energy you give me feels like [?]
But I know you wanna see me [?]

[Verse]
I can see myself on a TV screen and BET Awards
I tell myself, that I'm gon' win, because that is important
I turn my losses into lessons, that's my interlection
I told my mama, Imma get it so we can stop stressing
How does it feel when the pain never stops?
Run up on me, like these percs you get popped
I don't got no time, but I got diamonds on my clock
When I pull up to the party I just feel the [?]
If I'm alive or if I'm dead, I know the show will never stop
I'm in the sky, I'm in my head, I know my thoughts can bring me down and not up
I told you, to get out of your feelings, 'cause you do not want to

[Hook]
Why am I up?
I can't fall asleep, because I fight insomnia
Your mind is really weak, that's why your past is hunting ya
The energy you give me feels like [?]
But I know you wanna see me [?]
Why am I up?
I can't fall asleep, because I fight insomnia
Your mind is really weak, that's why your past is hunting ya
The energy you give me feels like [?]
But I know you wanna see me [?]