[Verse]
I missed your 21st birthday
I've been up at home
Almost tried to call you, don't know if I should
Hate to picture you half-drunk happy
Hate to think you went out without me
I'm sorry if you blame me, if I were you, I would
Thought you'd see it coming, but you never could
I still haven't heard from your family
But you said your mom always loved me

[Pre-Chorus]
Sometimes I go blurry-eyed
Small talk and you tell me that you're on fire
Lights on and it's black and white, I couldn't stay forever

[Chorus]
I see the look in your eye and I'm biting my tongue
You'll be the love of my life when I was young
When the night is over
Don't call mе up, I'm already under
I get a littlе bit alone sometimes and I miss you again
I'll be the love of your life inside your head
When the night is over
Don't call me up, I'm already under