[Verse 1]
...It’s a loss of heart...
Harder To not depart...
That drive just melt to park
Been too long last felt that spark...
Never did cast no blame...
When I did, it would be just me.,
7 years, would you do the same?!
Bout 6 ago, you’da said fuck this dream
Don’t give a fuck about culture clones....
Industry said they want out the box...
2 weeks, i prep for a show
And The promoter think, he gonna cut me off?
I don’t think so, enter beast mode, I don’t need those
Dumb mother fuckers think they run shit...
Industry heads, they don’t get real bread yet they tell me, the songs sound like dick
So fuck this shit...
And fuck the blogs...
Fuck everybody with a music job...
Funny they don’t wanna see the branding now
Unless I cut off my dick, and wore a hijab...
Want more? Don’t fucking push me...
Why the whole world just a bunch of pussies...
Really wanna know, what I think of this shit?
I’m done with this job, don’t try to book me...
[Hook]
... and by the way
I done never came to play
I don’t see another way
It’s going over my head like...
I gotta stay
There ain’t no running away
But lately Ive drawn a blank
Like someone cut off my headlights...
Take all I know
Shove it down below
Absolutely no, I got One too many redlights
Think I lost the road
Like someone cut off my headlights
[Verse 2]
Not just the industry...
..But the fans and friends...
Half need a hatin check
Ora check for blatant disrespect...
Used to not care too much...
But all these years repeat...
I’m Tired of hearing I’ll blow but
My video scrolled right past on the screen
Y’all ain’t friends
Yaint even fans....
Drive to the bay just to see an act...
4 years of doing local shows
And you still can’t even show up for that?
Don’t give a fuck about no excuse...
Don’t give a fuck if your plans had moved...
Don’t ask me how that show was
Cause literally all my fans are you
Been Fake love since day one
If I hook you up, itwon’t pay none...
My name pop up, act like we friends
Then brag whatcha boy is made of
You don’t know me
You don’t know shit...
No support, you can blow me bitch..
Only a couple that truly believe
That’s half of my team and my girl, I’m over it
[Hook]
... and by the way
I done never came to play
I don’t see another way
It’s going over my head like...
I gotta stay
There ain’t no running away
But lately Ive drawn a blank
Like someone cut off my headlights...
Take all I know
Shove it down below
Absolutely no, I got One too many redlights
Think I lost the road
Like someone cut off my headlights
[Verse 3]
Remember the days that I stayed up, how I went day in and day in and day out...
Used to be taking it way, up, now I’m just taking the lane for my way out...
Maybe I just need a lay up
Maybe I’m needing a way to go fade out...
Maybe I’m not really needed at all?
I ain’t gonna see how that plays out!..
I fuck with the city I fuck with the rest..
They still gonna act like this ain’t with the best..
Fuck it I’m tired of being a pawn
Funny cause no one else treat it like chess..
Took it from always inspired, now I’m expired, industry gotten me tired
Never quit being a fire supplier
Said it since hired, fucking liar