Odd Squad Family
Going Insane
[Verse 1: Nubs]
I thank God I got this music
My mind, I feel like I'm losin'
Nah, this feeling ain't new, it's
A feeling that's always been brewin'
Let it out through the pen with I'm writin'
Only I see the demons I'm fightin'
Gotta look deep in my eyes and
You'll see the wrath of a titan
I've been keepin' my head down
Waitin' patient and workin', ain't nothin' for certain
Holdin' my chin up, but really been hurtin', I feel like the pain has been lurkin'
Mind spinnin' like a sonic, but through all the madness, I'm keeping up on it
A dream is a-callin', but it's hard to answer that shit when it feels like I'm fallin'
I'm goin' crazy, mind feelin' hazy, somethin' is up with my noggin
Go ahead and count me out, but there's no hands that be sinkin' this Spalding
No matter what, I ain't gon' quit, I done already went all in
I know my mission gon' make a change before I lay in my coffin
[Hook: A-Factor]
I'm goin' insane
What's wrong with my brain?
I might need some help, weigh to my strain
I'm goin' insane
What's wrong with my brain?
I can't wait for the day everything change
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane inside my brain
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane inside my brain
[Verse 2: Durand The Rapper]
I really think I might lose it
'Cuz life is confusin'
Pain inside just keep loomin'
Fans say that I'm the coolest
Man, are y'all so clueless
What if I start usin'?
I would never do that, but sometimes, the shit do sound soothin'
Everybody say that I start improvin'
Well shit, show me where the proof is
'Cuz it's hard for me to believe anybody who's never took a single step in my shoes
It ain't they fault, but I don't even know if I can trust the n***as in my crew
I feel like people just wanna take my loot
Think I deserve more, I paid my dues
How come everything in this life so cruel?
Maybe I should put a gun in my head and shoot
My kids'll be the only ones that I'll be missed by
And my bitch the only one that will ever stick by
I'm in need of a doctor who can fix mine
So my patience is running thinner than a fishline
Everything would be better if I was a rich guy
More money, more problems, that's a big lie
I'd rather have them problems than to be livin' in a pigsty
[Hook: A-Factor]
I'm goin' insane
What's wrong with my brain?
I might need some help, weigh to my strain
I'm goin' insane
What's wrong with my brain?
I can't wait for the day everything change
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane inside my brain
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane inside my brain
[Verse 3: Snowman]
If you work hard, one day, your day will come
But when you work hard, one day, your brain gon' run
And then, that weight gon' weigh a ton
And on your plate, there ain't no crumbs
Then you stuck twiddlin' yo' thumbs
Wonderin' why you gave a fuck
I was down givin' my last and that's why it gets hard to trust
I was down givin' my all and came up, you can't call it luck
Had to pick myself up out of that rut
Caring about myself is a must
I care about the world, but sometimes having a good heart is a crush
Guess that's the hard part of love
You'll drag yourself through the mud
Just to show 'em you're one to won
But sometimes they don't give a damn because they feel you're not enough
[Bridge: A-Factor]
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[Hook: A-Factor]
I'm goin' insane
What's wrong with my brain?
I might need some help, weigh to my strain
I'm goin' insane
What's wrong with my brain?
I can't wait for the day everything change
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane inside my brain
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' insane inside my brain