[Verse 1]
Everyday now I'm feeling grey, all mixed up and I don't feel the same
I carry around this heavy weight, it's too late but i need to change
I need to feel like i can breathe, i need to feel like i can be, i need to feel on my own i can just be me
I know I'm selfish, i need a friend who doesn't need me, i need a girl who can see me weekly, i need a society that would treat me gently, i need more listeners so they can feel me , i need another girl that wants to please me
I need my mom around all the time she the only one i know that can teach me
How to be strong, and i don't say it enough but god knows I'm thankful
You're still alive but mom i feel like you my guardian angel
You taught me how to handle, Every situation even when I was a handful, you still loved me when i felt dark you were the only candle
[Verse 2]
I still remember back in 06, i did a lot but i was still a kid
Fast forward in 2010, i might do something with this music thing
"I gotta be honest" that's what I told myself, i was looking for my shot didn't want no help
All on my own I'm self made, y'all just self hate, you gotta love yourself
I'm depressed
I know I'm what I'm worth but i never get it, i see less people put in my position, Doin what i do, tryna pull it through, they just never said it
Let's exchange shoes and try to walk in mine, how would you feel when the whole city ignores your shine
When you making numbers but ain't worth a dime, when you send them links but you ain't worth the time
When you making move but ain't smoked the pipe
Let's see then dawg how far you'll walk
When the fireworks don't display no more
When you cringe a lot
When you can't cry cuz the tears have dried
When you feel like it doesn't matter how hard you tried
When you feel like you got no one by your side
Let's see then how far you'll walk