Ocean Beats
06.30.2002
[Verse 1]

Sometimes I wonder if my parents wish that they could've aborted me/ To be a better man, everybody's been forcin' me/ I can't, sorry I don't meet expectations/ I'm waiting 'til I make it but I'm growing so impatient/ I don't have those voices that you'd wanna hear/ I'm not the type of person you'd want near/ I'm just a stupid kid destined for no love/ even rappin', for me, has been becoming no fun

[Instrumental]

[Verse 2]

It's no wonder why I cry so often/ been fuckin' weak, every week I toss and/ turn, I should've died in the womb/ should've died June 30th, 2002/ I should keep to myself, shut the fuck up for good/ I wanna end it all and they all know that I would/ I annoy everybody, I'm no good for this place/ I wish I could escape, never leaving a trace/ tell my family I love 'em, tell my girl she's the one/I'm so tired of living, swear to God that I'm done/ I'm tired of everybody making me a fool and/ Always feel regret when I get near June's end/ maybe when I leave they'll be happy/ maybe when I leave they'll be clapping/ I hope the day I'm gone that they'll be proud/ 'cause I'm tired of being the person nobody wants around