Intro
(Audio Excerpt)
Kids who get high repeatedly don't want to come down..

Verse
So enticing, so in tune with every scar on my body and mind
I let it invite me
Pulled the strings of social interaction to start it
Now we in the same room, alone, away from the party
I let you past my skin for the first time
Distract me from the pain for a minute
I swore to God I could fly, but
What goes up, must come down
You've been around for some years, bringing more than a blunt now
So I'm rollin' and I'm peakin' 'till I tumble and fall
Shape shift in different forms now I'm tryin' 'em all
Admist this rocky weather
I know it's bad, my mother taught me better
But like the rest of my family, we ain't hardly ever
Speakin' but I'm longing for attachment so here goes
Scratch until it bleeds and I dress like a fucking weirdo
Haven't showered in days you see by my clothes
Slurring my sentences while I bleed through my nose
But I be tweakin'...so I don't give a fuck what you think
Doing lines in the bathroom hunching over the sink
5:30 in the AM, that's no sleep
I just finished what was supposed to last me the whole goddamn week
Hook
I ain't never had much so I crave that rush
Lost in your bliss, I just need that touch
I ain't never had much so I crave that rush
Lost in your bliss, I just need that touch

Verse
Lost in my own galaxy, just me and my drugs
And my friends are gettin' jealous, probably why we don't speak but
The blanket you provide is warmer than what they could give
Strong enough to conjure up a home within a vacant crib
Or the other way around if you please..
Crippled by your addiction can barely walk; on my knees
Real homies say I need rehab
But God forbid I let the public eye see me like that
Yeah, cuz I remember crushing that white rock
Coppin' the fresh shit like brand new high tops
Put the keys in the ignition
Now I'm driving and I'm climbing and I'm sniffin'
Little did I know that this night, shit was about to be different
'Fore I knew it, felt a pain in my chest
Short of breath, drippin' sweat, thinkin' sweet death is about to be next
Heart pounding, all I thought about was cardiac arrest
Typing out goodbye texts
Got like two friends left plus my mom
Finally caught a break and my mind went calm
Started praying and I promised to stop, that night was awful
Couple months later same poison up my nostrils..
Hook
I ain't never had much so I crave that rush
Lost in your bliss, I just need that touch
I ain't never had much so I crave that rush
Lost in your bliss, I just need that touch

Verse
And I ain't even go into detail about the different pills I was taking
So I could get through the day
But what you want me to say?
I know it's dangerous
My body ain't a toy or something I should be playing with
But when i'm high I find it harder to frown
I'm sick of living..I don't ever want to come down
I said, when i'm high I find it harder to frown
I'm sick of living..I don't ever want to come down

This for all the kids like me...