[Intro]
You want me to change
But I've been trying to leave
You fill me up with pain
But I've been trying

[Verse 1]
Saddest music from my soul
I keep puttin' out
I say what I know 'fore I go
Reapin' everything
Reapin' what I sold
All alone, see myself on stage
That's my only hope, on a roll
Y'all pull up to shows
I don't fuck with hoes

[Chorus]
Wishing, wishing, wishing
I was gone, love
I just need some drugs
To take me far up
Stay another night, I hate to run, oh
We've been falling early
I don't wanna come down
Wishing, wishing, wishing
I was gone, love
I just need some drugs
To take me far up
Stay another night, I hate to run, oh
We've been falling early
I don't wanna come down

[Verse 2]
Feeling [?] like it's my escape
Feeling's on me everyday
Stuck inside my thoughts
Tryna hide, I can't run away
I know I'll been living great
I'ma make it any day
Tryna put me down and say
I cannot make it anyway

See me there
Always was talking down, and tryna to be a new friend
Y'all love to go, just hang around, and pretend
Leave me in my past and say I'm gonna see you in
Hop' and don't look back again

[Chorus]
Wishing, wishing, wishing
I was gone, love
I just need some drugs
To take me far up
Stay another night, I hate to run, oh
We've been falling early
I don't wanna come down
Wishing, wishing, wishing
I was gone, love
I just need some drugs
To take me far up
Stay another night, I hate to run, oh
We've been falling early
I don't wanna come down