[Verse 1]
I'm mentally incapable of making desicions
Trapped inside a mental prison I need somone to listen
Screaming loud but nobody wants to lend an ear
I tell you I'm a leader but I hide behind a mask of tears
I am sincere, I wanna be a sound lad
I wanna make you smile, I wanna be a good dad
I wanna give you everything I know I never had
Then I wake up from my dreams and I go back to being sad
Fake characters keep knocking at the window
The nightmares stay away until my face is in the pillow
The herbal keeps me mellow
My best friend is the kettle
And when I'm feeling down I just throw on these instrumentals and
I wish that life was free and I know
It's getting harder and harder to breathe
I wish that life was free and I know

[Hook]
And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe
And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe
And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe

[Verse 2]
I'm tired of taking shallow breaths
With every minute that I'm living I'm just one more minute to my death
So everyday I try my best cause I don't know when it's over so I live my life with no regrets
Now follow me down the end of the road
Where all these stories are told and now there told by the wise ones
They are told by the people who have lived it
I read it through their writtens and translate it when I spit it
Philisophical mind I'm a passionate artist and I'm gonna get mine
And currently I'm chillen in the coolest place on earth
I can't get my head up it's sinking farther in the dirt
And I just wanna go home, but where is that exactly
Cause on this planet all I do is always feel alone
I feel like I'm the guy tha sits outside the crowd
I'm wanting to scream
I can't catch my breath its getting harder and harder to breathe
[Hook]
And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe
And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe
And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe

[Outro]
There's water underneath me, a weights stuck to my feet
Can I go back to a time
To the days when life was sweet
Can I go back to a time when all I did was write my rhymes
I didn't reason with the razorblades I think I'm fine
But nowadays I can hardely keep up
My mind wants to climb mountains
But on the couch I stay stuck
I guess this is how life goes
I guess it's time that I accept it