Falling Down


Hook

And I don't know why everything around me is falling down, is falling down
And I don't know why everything around me is falling down, is falling down

Verse 1

I never really thought that my life would be this way
Growing up I had these thoughts that I'd be somebody great
But them thoughts faded away
Behind the clouds are the grey
I know I’m here to say
Close my hands now i pray
I need to pick it up on my skill cause the slack I'm leaving behind
It back and chill and unfocus my mind
Behind the dark there's a shine when i look at the time
Now i feel so shook I'm overlooked like a dime

And now I'm crawling but i am crawling up to nothing
So i guess that really means that I'm just falling into something
Now i know i got my problems and I just really feel like i'm on a mission trying to solve them

And i dunno the voices in my head let me tell you sometimes i just feel like i was dead
I dunno, but I'm here for the show
And I aim so fucking high but i still feel like I'm low
Hook
And I don't know why everything around me is falling down, is falling down
And I don't know why everything around me is falling down, is falling down

Verse 2
I can barely pay my rent my landlord is texting me for the check
And I do not ever mean disrespect but
Corona got me sitting at home instead of making music on the streets where i just belong

Now i really don't feel like I'm in my element
Infidelix please learn how to spell that shit
Don't you know everyone is irrelevant
I'm focused on me and you know I'm staying celibate
Lies, I like to party for the hell of it
Ties, i pull them up through all the sediment
I, am making music cause its medicine
Why, you always question what is happening
And half the time i don't even know myself
I just feel like I'm a book that's been sitting on your shelf
I need help and i think I'm getting dusty
As i grow bigger with my life the people want to fuck me

Bridge
I have chosen to stay by myself
I have chosen to not get some help
I have chosen to stay by myself
I have chosen to not get some help
And I don't need to talk to mother fuckers
I just need a steady income and a steady lover
But i am scared I’m hiding under covers
And i get that reassurance when I'm talking to my mother

Hook
And I don't know why everything around me is falling down