[Part One: infinity (888)]
[Spoken Intro: XXXTentacion]
If worse thing comes to worse
I fuckin’ die a tragic - death or some shit
And I’m not able to - see out my dreams
I at least want to know - that my life made - at least 5 million kids - happy
Or they found some sort of answers or resolve in my life
Because I know - my goal in the end and I know what I want...
[Verse: Henry Draw]
He was, as real as they came, the smarts and the brain
Ruined his image just because of different claims
He left this world feelin’ nothing but sad and pain
He turned his life around then died, it’s such a shame
I know he did bad things, but he was getting betta’
Helping children out when he used to palm Berettas
All the people on Twitter say he’s nothing but harm
But he’s helped so many people out with his charm
This man was twenty years old and being laid to rest
He had his window down just to be shot in the chest
He turned his life around after being so stressed
He turned his life around after his damn arrests
Now we asking, “Question Mark”, and we feelin’ 17
Because our Bad Vibes Forever really makin’ a scene
His shit made us crawl out of skins and homes
We ALONE, we feelin’ SAD!, we don’t speak spanish, lol
This has hit me even harder than I thought
I feel distraught, my stomach turned into a knot, I hope the killer gets caught
I hope he rot for all the pain he’s causin’ us
You want a Louis bag, but was it really worth robbin’ us, too?
[Spoken Outro: XXXTentacion & (Adam22)]
Ha ha!
Ha!
Safe shots!
Ha ha!
(A-Akademiks could ask you who you want to fade, and whatever, yeah)
Ah
[Part 2: RIOT]
[Spoken Intro: XXXTentacion]
Nah, I don’t, I don’t wanna fade anybody
Bruh, I wanna fade myself, bruh
I wanna fight myself, ‘cause in the end of the day, like
I am, I am my best friend, and I am my worst enemy
So it’s like, as I’ve learned to fear myself
I’ve learned to control myself, so
I don’t want to fight anyone, because
In that - in this journey of understanding myself and becoming what I truly want to become
I understand that like - the - like - my, my true, true, true, true thing is to change myself
So that’s - that’s what I’m doing, and I’m just trying to make sure I do it in comfort
I’m trying to make sure I do it in style, I’m trying to make sure
That I don’t have to go through this grime shit to really become a better person, because I’m growing
[Producer Tag]
Luke White on the beat
[Verse: Henry Draw]
Something fishy goin’ on, killers actin’ like chicken
They should take they masks off, show us just how wicked
You hide behind a bloody face to protect yourselves
But your black SUV is the ultimate lead
2Pac and Biggie died in similar ways
I just want this killer’s mist no longer maintained
I’m not saying he was on that same level
But to this generation, X was like a motherfucking king
It was a sting while eating dinner to find out everything
One hour he was with us, then he up like a spring
Now I’m crying, bitches Look At Me, I no longer swing
To his music, the memory makes me feel like pain is a friend
He’s brought me such great art for me to listen to
Now Ski Mask the only way we get new brew
I’m sure you knew, something was gonna happen, psychic like Mew
But out of rappers you were way too low in my queue
It’s way too soon to see you go, I still barely believe it
Self-reflection on my mind, and I’m feelin’ so split
I feel like I did nothing wrong, but I still feel like I’m shit
For so many things that I tried to fix, but whatever
Some of it true, I ain’t denying it
The girl ain’t pregnant, but I’m just eyein’ it
If this was beef then why the fuck they ain’t iron it?
Need Revenge, put the bitch in the Moonlight, I so desire it
Even if you didn’t like him, this is fucked up
A young black man killed after he stopped bein’ stuck up
Even his ex is grieving for X, even after their “hookups”
Don’t just stand there, help the poor man, who needs a close up?
You said it yourself, you such a paratrooper
So I wish this event was all but just a rumor
So Roll in Peace to X, the ultimate trooper
So sad PC took you down like Anderson Cooper
[Spoken Outro: XXXTentacion, (DJ Akademiks), Henry Draw]
(Do - do - do you believe, because of your power, um, maybe even on that level, the judicial level, it might be like, “Yo, he’s too influential”?
You might have to -)
Then the only answer would be to kill me
And I’ll say it right here on your livestream, that would be your only answer, to kill me
Because then if I kill myself, y’know what I’m sayin’?
That reflect - bruh, that’s a reflection, bro
The only answer would be to kill me
But kill me for what? My goals are positive!
Like I just said, I just want to help!
Go to “17” and see what I’m saying, go listen to my album, “17”, and go see what I’m saying
I just want to help
I just want people to fucking relax
Because, bro, I wanted that when I was younger
And I got a piece of that-
“And they say it's the White man I should fear
But it's my own kind doin' all the killin' here”
2Pac Shakur, 1996
This quote still fits, and it makes me sick