-JAPANESE-

行動不能　滾る焦燥
ばら撒いていこうぜ　どうせ、
健全でシックな肢体　壊れる前の迷子
両サイド無邪気さ脱いで大人になるんだろ

見慣れてんだ、

それは退屈しのぎを正当付けただけだって
いわば自分都合、見せびらかしたいだけだって
わかっちゃいるが、
チャイルドな君を観て
(いたい！)

点けなけりゃ消えないはずの火が
いくつもの正しい間違いが
牙をむいてきたぞ

逢いたい目にあった
それでどうなったんだ、
ぶった切れた首をボンドでくっつけて！
汚れたての肢体　いじくる妄想
本当のことになったら　いいんだけどなー。

同情無用　饐えた衝動
蹴飛ばしていこうぜ　どうせ、
始まりの瞬間　既に絶たれてるんだ、退路
だれだってヘドロ喰らって大人になるんだろ

わかってんだ、

それは感動的な終点、辿ってる気がして
実は劣等感に追い込まれてるだけだって
そういうの　いらない…！
ナチュラルな君を観て
(みたい！)

「頑張らなきゃ」も　いつの間にか
くたびれ果ててしまってるんだ今
(かわいそうなひとだ)
そうやって
最低な気分、体染める
「切ないシニカタ、やむを得ず」
あぶない息遣いが立ち篭める
入り組んだ奇怪なアーセナル

ぶっきらぼうに齧っといた君の夢、
寂しく潤った恋の味
変わらないでください、"私"のため！
冷め切った噛みごたえ

かけがえのない　ありがたみが
掠れ果ててしまってるんだ今
(散々な終わり方…)

逢いたい目にあった
それでどうなったんだ、
ひん剥かれた爪をボンドで貼っつけて
崩れたての肢体、噛みつく妄想
本当の本当に
とってもサイテーだよ…！

えきさいと！
感じていたいと、
浮き上がった筋　脳裏に焼っ付けて
あれも、これも、ふさがれた君の、
あどけない疑心暗鬼に胸を焦がしたい。
(柔く溶かしたい)
(はやく壊したい)
(さわり倒したい)
(笑い飛ばしたい)

-ENGLISH-

Incompetent actions. Boiling irritation
I won’t conceal my desire 'cause
Your innocent body won’t stay that way
Let’s strip our innocence and become adults

I’m so used to it

Calling it a great way to kill time
Flaunting it as convenience
I know I can’t have you
From looking at your childish face
(I want to see!)

This burning passion once lit won’t fade
It goes against
So many wrongs that just feel so right

You’ve met with a terrible end
But I wonder what will come of it
When I reattach that severed neck back onto your neck
I yearn for my thoughts of touching your sullied body
To come true

Compassion is useless. Urges gone wrong
I try to reject them but
From the moment they start, there’s no escape
Everyone has to swallow something repulsive to become an adult

I knew

That it was a very passionate end
I felt trapped by my inferiority
I don’t need that…!
I’ll just look at your natural self
(I want to see!)

Before I knew it “I’ve gotta try my best”
Has become a completely overused phase
(I’m pathetic)

And so
My whole being is smeared with a disgusting feeling
“I know I’m heading towards a miserable death”
My breathing stops, almost like I’m suffocating
As I think about my strange arsenal

Dreaming of you feels like someone’s curtly gnawing at me
And all that’s left is a lonely and moist taste of love
Please don’t change, for “my” sake!
A frigid bite is your only reply

This feeling is something that can’t be replaced
But it’s been exploited to the point of exhaustion
(What a terrible way to end it…)

You’ve met with a terrible end
But I wonder what will come of it
I’ll bind your stripped nails back onto your hand
I think of biting your crumbling body
I really, really
Am the absolute worst…!

But it excites me!
I want to feel your supple muscles
Their image burned into my mind
You stopped me from doing this and that to you
So my heart burns with a need to take your innocence

(I want to gently melt you)
(I want to break you)
(I want to touch you)
(I want to laugh at you)

-ROMAJI-

Koudou funou tagiru shousou
Bara maiteikouze douse
Kenzen de shikkuna shitai kowareru mae no maigo
Ryou saido mujakisa nuide otona ni narun daro

Minareten da

Sore wa taikutsu shinogi o seitou zuketa dake datte
Iwaba jibun tsugou, misebirakashitai dake datte
Wakacchairu ga
Chairudona kimi o mite
(itai!)

Tsuke nakerya kienai hazu no hi ga
\ikutsu mo no tadashii machigai ga
Kiba o muitekita zo

Aitai me ni atta
Sorede dou nattan da
Butta kireta kubi o bondo de kuttsukete!
Yogoretate no shitai ijikuru mousou
Hontou no koto ni nattara iin dakedo naa

Doujou muyou sueta shoudou
Doujou muyou sueta shoudou
Hajimari no shunkan sudeni tatareterun da, tairo
Dare datte hedoro kuratte otona ni narun daro

Wakatten da

Sore wa kandouteki na shuuten, tadotteru ki ga shite
Jitsu wa rettoukan ni oikomareteru dake datte
Sou iu no iranai…!
Nachuraru na kimi o mite
(mitai!)

"ganbaranakya" mo itsu no mani ka
Kutabire hatete shimatterun da ima
(kawaisou na hito da)

Sou yatte
Saitei na kibun, karada someru
"setsunai shinikata, yamu o ezu"
Abunai ikizukai ga tachikomeru
Irikunda kikai na aasenaru

Bukkirabou ni kajittoita kimi no yume
Sabishiku uruotta koi no aji
Kawaranaide kudasai, "watashi" no tame!
Samekitta kamigotae

Kakegae no nai arigatami ga
Kasure hatete shimatterun da ima
(sanzan na owari kata…)

Aitai me ni atta
Sorede dou nattan da
Hin mukareta tsume o bondo de hattsukete
Kuzuretate no shitai, kamitsuku mousou
Hontou no hontou ni
Tottemo saitee da yo…!

Ekisaito!
Kanjiteitai to
Ukiagatta suji nouri ni yattsukete
Are mo, kore mo, fusagareta kimi no
Adokenai gishin'anki ni mune o kogashitai

(yawaku tokashitai)
(hayaku kowashitai)
(sawari taoshitai)
(warai tobashitai)