[Verse]
I dreamt that you left, you said it's for the best
Ion believe that but I'm on to the next
I'm not over you I'm just tryna distract my mind
Because If I don't I'm gonna lose my mind
I might catch some bodies
I might hang with these thotties
Anything to keep me from hurting my body
No suicide, don't wear a suit and tie
There won't be no funeral
Just don't scrutinize
Ion really know what the fuck to believe
Because I thought we were as happy as could be
There goes that n***a with one pull of a trigga
His house was big, but his problems were bigger
Money don't mean shit, money ain't happiness
As soon as you left, well so did my happiness
I'm not depressed, I'm just fucking stressed
Okay I'm both, I'm a big fuckin' mess
I got feelings but you act like I don't
You say you gonna do it, but I know that you won't
Just hang in there, but don't hang from a noose
Don't tell lies, just exaggerate the truth
I thought I could handle it, but I can't
I thought I could love again but I can't
Don't end it all, just get up from that fall
You lookin' so sad
Best believe I'm more than mad
Over his head ain't a hat it's a bag
Take off the bag, man please don't do it
You were having thoughts, but I already knew it
I looked down wrists bloody, and the blade by my side
It was just a dream so cut that out of your mind
This is the aftermath, because you left
I'm sitting here dying
And you're onto the next
No suicide, no bullet to the head
But I'm feeling so dead, like a bullet hit my head
Please just look past the shit that I did
Just look at all the shit that I've rid
Lets talk about it, lets find a solution
Suicide won't fix shit, it's not a solution
My soul's on fire, because it knows it's done wrong
But let me show you, I know right, not just wrong
I hate myself for everything I've done
I hate myself for what I've become
Tears running down my face as I realized I'm stumped
On top of a cliff
People yelling "Don't jump"