I fucking hate this
I hate it so much
So terrible
The only thing next to me was my voice
A dark shadow that would follow without a choice
Run miles but it couldn’t avoid
Now we scared and frightened boy
So young but he wants to die
Prays every single night
But the more he stares at that fucking knife
How does it feel to be dead inside?
How does it feel to wake up and not want to live?

Disgusted by his own face
Wants to disappear, leave no trace
I’d ask for help, but they say i complain
So many voices, getting a migraine
Oh my god, this aching pain
A slave but I no longer seek this
Has me addicted like the devils kiss
Throwing hate but I won’t glitch
Stole my words off my lip
I’m speechless, I’m worthless
Throw my existence down a river
Tell her I won’t be home for dinner
Got this sin, wash it off
But I’ll forever be a sinner
Flirty language, I’m a killer
I fight each dark and dust
At night when all I wanted was love
But I was struck with nothing, no luck
No luck, no luck
I hate whoever the hell i am
Why can’t I be happy like them?
Why am I always broken within?
Why do you cycle in my head?
You don’t understand this pain
They don’t know how it feels to be alone each day
A mass flood inside my brain
Like, when will this rain go away?
To stay is more to..
To stay is more a pain, but I..
I should just..
Blame the words that I wish to say
Stay like I won’t be free
Oh my god

This is possibly the final song before i’m dead
You don’t believe me?
Well listen to what I’ve said
Fuck
You don’t give a damn
What a great friend
All these happy, lovely lies had me misled
But I’m not stupid
I see right through you
Fuck you with your soreness attitude
Get away from me
Shut the fuck up, no need to speak
I hope you drown inside my dreams
I hope you never obtain what you’re trying to reach
So fake you need to wake up
Get the fuck up, you needa wake up
Oh my god, oh
Fucking break the alarm clock
And get the fuck up because your bitch ass needs to see the fucking truth
I fucking hate this shit
I hate the fact that I make a song that is super whack
I hate the fact that i rap, that I’m so sad
I’m too depressed like I’m always mad
But it’s the pain I once had inside my heart
But my heart is hard, it’s a fucking stone
And what the fuck am I supposed to do when I’m on a different road?
Super led, misled, like what the fuck am I to do on my own?
Yeah that was all fucking.. oh my..