Da dum bu bum
Da da da da
Hold your heart

Yeah, why we always hurt the ones that we need the most
Push them away when we dyin just to keep them close
And my mistakes hung a noose around my stolen hopes
That's why they see me as a thorn on a broken rose
Yeah, and breathing hurts, I'm getting used to it
My dreams crossed me and painted me on a crucifix
I'm getting worst these words will be the proof of it
I'm slowly giving up and god knows I go through with it
You were the only one, so I had no one to trust
I chug these bottles just to numb the thoughts not to catch a buzz
My days been empty, The void was filled up with all your love
Broke you with me, you held on strong before you gave it up

I was wrong and I'm dealing with the backlash and
I run from sleep cause I'm dying in the flashbacks and
Nightmares every night been trying to get past that and
Faking smiles cause' I can't explain my sad past

I walk alone, on this lonely road, close your eyes
I walk alone, on this lonely road, don't know where to go

I reminisce cause those days don't exist now
Just a memory I hold inside my fist now
You can't break me, I'm already broken
You can't tear down, whats already hopeless and
Have to pretend you don't exist so I can sleep thou
So I'm gonna change it for the devil get me rebooted
Do this all out for you, and go beast mode
Change the world, do it square, I'm using cheat codes
You cave ever piece, and I wouldn't leave you
Til we got so far apart I could not feel you
And all my insecurities started to be you
Now I'm so empty, my heart is probably see through
I lost myself, rebuilding from the shattered pieces
Who would of thought my strength would be my greatest weakness
Pray for angels, but my days still filled with pain and demons
Just need to thank you for the time we shared for different reasons
This hurt is different now, My chest is beatin loud
Feel it in every sound, hard for me to be proud
And till the point where I didn't see what it cost me
So leaving me was the best lesson you taught me
I won't try to get you back, not trying make you mad
I don't want you to hurt, I stayed inside my past
I had to claim the pain and find a way to laugh
But can never take you back, you are worth way more than that

I walk alone, on this lonely road, close your eyes
I walk alone, on this lonely road, don't know where to go

I just want everybody to know, just listenin' and um
And everything not gonna be great
But if you work hard in yourself future things will change
And you're gonna be alright