And they say God will take your pain but he's the reason I feel it
They say he's goin to raise me up, well I need it for spirit (Yeah)
Cause' this depression got a hold on me, and don't let go
I'm holdin' onto memories the way I lash my fist
This Pain inside my head, These days I wanna disappear
Anger in my veins that these drugs don't seem to heal (Yeah)
Don't let go, let go
Angel protects me but I still feel it
Yeah I'm praying for answers, man I need healin'
Devil played his card, I didn't know he keep dealin'
I'm exhausted to my core but I keep breathing
And they say hell the place you go to when you die
Reverent line what I'm feeling in my mind (Yeah)
What's it like besides a prison and that time (Yeah)
How can I find happiness when I'm blind (Yeah)
This life been hard for me been empty clean
I love my mother but I do not know what family mean
What's in this blood don't close or in my family tree
When I was born my father left us just to serve some fiends
So I don't know if what I have is empty
So I don't know what I am and what a man can be
I mean, kids ain't suppose to want to end their life
Use to sneak my seat belt off so I'ma die
I still hate me for my selfishness
But I was not a victim out of consequence
Tell my friend I'm fine, man I be lyin' piss
Cause' I wish I could speak on how it feels to live
I thank my days but not get better, but I'll be ok
I think my pain will last forever but I'll be ok
I need some keys, so I'm, prayin' for a lil change
It's that I find it, it will kill me if i find it
And they say God will take your pain but he's the reason I feel it
They say he's goin to raise me up, well I need it for spirit (Yeah)
Cause' this depression got a hold on me, and don't let go
I'm holdin' onto memories the way I lash my fist
This Pain inside my head, These days I wanna disappear
I got anger in my veins that these drugs don't seem to heal (Yeah)
Don't let go, let go
Don't let go, let go
Don't let go, let go