[Verse 1]
I drove to the arcade
With money and turned away
I'm letting myself let go
Reminding myself to play
Sometimes you just need a break from reality
I'm tired of debating my mortality

[Pre Chorus]
I've been through it all, scars around my lungs
Strange when I exhale, am I having fun?

[Chorus]
Is this who I used to be?
With my mind protecting me
All the things I left behind
With my selective memory
It's like going on vacation
'cause I haven't found my place yet
Stepping outside my mind and into self-preservation

It's always this momеnt
This video store trips
American piе reruns, make me numb
I don't wanna come undone, till I'm not someone
[Pre Chorus]
I've been through it all, scars around my lungs
Strange when I exhale, am I having fun?

[Chorus]
Is this who I used to be?
With my mind protecting me
All the things I left behind
With my selective memory
It's like going on vacation
'cause I haven't found my place yet
Stepping outside my mind and into self-preservation

[Bridge]
Time out, no I don't wanna face it
Fly south, only so I'll escape it
Dive down, I am a rollercoaster
Sights, sounds, let it wash all over me

[Chorus]
Is this who I used to be?
With my mind protecting me
All the things I left behind
With my selective memory
It's like going on vacation
'cause I haven't found my place yet
Stepping outside my mind and into self-preservation