[Hook]
Lately I been feeling so damn disconnected
Down on my luck and now I'm decompressing
Wax 'n whiskey how I hide behind depression
Never answer when she call she still don't get the message
Lately I been feeling so damn disconnected
Down on my luck and now I'm decompressing
Thought I needed you until we lost reception
I never answer when she call, she still don't get the message
Lately I been so damn disconnected
Pour a 4 in the two and slow it down a second
First she loves you then she block you feeling disrespected
I never answer when she call, she still don't get the message
[Verse 1]
Am I numb or exhausted
Ironically feeling thoughtless
And blaming karma on losses
My mind let me get off it
Until I dive in a model
She find ya thong in my closet
Threw it away in the garbage
Regardless I am not heartless
My conscious shaping my art
But my feelings have yet departed
You started think about us sometimes, I know I'm not mistaken
Ya feelings building, you calling and I'm evacuating
I hit ignore, (for ya dumbass)
As times passes like laterals
We wasn't even compatible
Saw the signs like an avenue
An active alcoholic is accurate, yet erratical
Want me black and snap at you
Actin so damn irrational
Jack up shots of Jack, and ya attitude us intangible
About abandon you now you getting morning sickness
I'm not ready to have a kid yet
And now you gotta take the piss test
It come out negative, now I gotta create the distance
[Hook]
Lately I been feeling so damn disconnected
Pour a 4 in the two and slow it down a second
First she loves you then she block u feeling disrespected
I never answer when she call she still don't get the message
Lately I been feeling so damn disconnected
Down on my luck and now I'm decompressing
Wax n whiskey how I hide behind depression
I never answer when she call, she still don't get the message
Lately I been feeling so damn disconnected
Down on my luck and now I'm decompressing
Thought I needed you until we lost reception
I never answer when she call, she still don't get the message
[Verse 2]
You ever have to try to bury a secret too deep
Something that you keep way deep inside
Pride will have you too worried to speak
But the conflict in my mind "Would I feel better if I said it ?"
'Cuz I thought of better lines that will be ruined if I did it
But letting out is like always a better route
Until you tour the tour, a detour and tearing your conscious out
And I swerve in the HOV lane, like bourbon was in my mouth
But the world is always 'gon see pain, what's making me special now, huh
I mean my secrets aren't never my secrets, I've just always been the one that someone trust enough to keep it
Even if that a mess, a monster, is still out there walking free
And if I acted or take action then nobody would believe it
Nobody defending me, 'cuz nobody else would foresee it
Nobody will see the reason, his pyre's why you should be there
I've cried for the ones who needed
A [?] don't wanna keep it
The darkest family secrets never should be repeated..
[Hook]
Lately I been so damn disconnected
Pour a 4 in the two and slow it down a second
First she loves you then she block you feeling disrespected
I never answer when she call she still don't get the message
Lately I been feeling so damn disconnected
Down on my luck and now I'm decompressing
Wax 'n whiskey how I hide behind depression
I never answer when she call, she still don't get the message
