I'm sick of rappers
My note pad been takin' prophylactics
I'm sick of acting
Opaque as if nothing really matters
I'm sick of asking
If i went what would've happened
Convinced it ain't worth the hassle
Like I'll just land in my castle right?
I'm sick of bad advice and won't take my own
I sit up after night with pads
And write these neat little poems
Get each of the moments to sit tight so they have a nice home
I'm sick of actin like home is a place that I've never known
'Cause all along Mom and Dad just want me to grow
And I didn't know it at the time
But see they know that you won't (That's real)
See, we the type of folk that got a different kind of dialect
I promise when you find this you'll sub track like minuses
Can you find a sec to like this shit
I'm chillin' with Midas while the pious poppin' percocets
Or at least the so-called, self titled, hell's rivals
The sickening faux cause, to say they know god
But never upheld the Bible
Lookin' for good looks
Got none now they bookin'
Lookin' good to a non believer though
These demons is shooken'
I felt crooked
Got better posture now
Posted up and boxed em out
See most of y'all act hopeless
Or walk around with ya pockets out
I'm sick of the sadness
Sick of throwin away my assets
Sick of leaving my happiness up to someone else's actions
'Cause that shit got me to the lowest lows I've ever felt
And now I'm higher than ever because I learned to know myself
And i love that dude
But i used to say fuck that dude
'Causei was that dude
Just always doin' nothing new
So i tried to switch a bit
Change it up and get rid of it
I used to be sick of myself until I just got sick of it
I kept the bars rationed, now i got strep throat
I was dreaming bout the top my homie told me let's go
We went to Colorado and climbed a couple of mountains
After driving for hours shit rejuvenated my prowess
Nature's got powers, and I believe that fully
Came in contact with her out there
And this is what she said to me
If you pushing I'm pulling
Ain't got no time for no fooling
All of your scars are like gullies
To show you what you're enduring
You're weathered but you're still doing
Now you can tell them your stories
You got the strength to keep going
And that outweighs all your worries
I mean this waters the healing component
Shouts out to Mick
It breaks you down to rebuild you
So you can say you have lived
Like i am here
And i am this
I am that which exists
I am cemented in time
And I embrace the abyss
I live my life through these rhymes
Lines, the scribbles and scripts
I tend to shine when the vibes right
And that's how it is, shit
[THIAGO]
It's about that time
The rays intersect with the dial
Yeah I'm sunnin' em like, RA
Blessed be the child
Inhaling breath of the wild when the rules high
Breakin' parameters we shatter what they call the blue sky
Nothin' is funny but, way too many lols in conversations
Speakin' with god, way too many lulls in conversations
My chalice is never half full but half vacant
You saw, so don't get chained when you adjacent
I don't play games, not for em like fraggednation
Those who make the most moves tend to lack patience
Wanting to make a splash
What am i wading in the water for?
Hesitant order, tell the waiter let the water pour
Twirl my straw round and get seasick
Don't see the big pitcher, i see each sip
With each scripture written
I break it down to the prefix
It's in my double helix
Naturally