Verse 1:
When I'm in the crowd I, I stand alone
You know the words but don't sing along
I got all the eyes watching, they watching me
But they don't know what I see
And they don't see that I'm just another tryna find a way
To hold on just another day
They all need cameras to see my point of view
I just need someone to turn to
I guess that I never learned and now you're not here when it hurts
You gave me the distance, and you ran away
Damn, I just need to be safe

Chorus:
I deserve the truth but you lied to my face
No matter how hard I try, was I just a jokе waiting for the first night?
You'll never wakе, so I'll never wait
Know we used to fight through the worst
Now you're not here when it hurts

Verse 2:
And all your mistakes, I don't wanna make
Promise you're here to help me escape
And I don't wanna cry, but I cry every night
Fuck my life, I think I'm down tonight
To say the goodbyes and start to take my life
It's like everyday I'm waiting for the light
And for you to notice me, but you don't need me
It hurts how you don't remember our memories
Chorus:
I deserve the truth but you lied to my face
No matter how hard I try, was I just a joke waiting for the first night?
You'll never wake, so I'll never wait
Know we used to fight through the worst
Now you're not here when it hurts

I deserve the truth but you lied to my face
No matter how hard I try, am I still a joke waiting for the first night?
You'll never wake, so I'll never wait
Know we used to fight through the worst
Now you're not here when it hurts