I'm tired of dreaming, I'm through with trying
Tired of living, yet scared of dying
Maybe things are good for you, but at all I've been through
Look at all the pain I've won, I bet you think it's been fun
You never thought I'd turn away
You never believed you'd see this day
Look again because here I go, leaving behind all I know
Changing it all as I must do, not daring to stop and think shit through
Wanting to run as fast as I can, not stopping until I understand
Like why did I let things get this way?
Why didn't I leave yesterday?
How are things going to be since there is no more you to know me