Verse 1:
I don't really know all the things we've been through
Kinda got on the meds, there's nothing I can do
How can you tell me to fight and push through?
If you were in my position you would do this shit too
You came into my life just to walk away
Can't really stop when I hold the blade
If I ever leave will it cause you pain?
Or will you throw our memories in the lake?
I don't understand half the shit I think
Can't even rest, can't even blink
Please tell me this is just a dream
Is this real or this a fakе thing?
It's more scary than it may seem
So don't sit there and call mе crazy
If I told you who I was, I bet you would leave
So don't try to say you were there for me

Chorus:
I always believed every lie, please tell me why
I just don't know how open up, it's not that I'm shy
Wanna get the knife and stab myself so I don't feel no more
You said it'll be ok and I got to fight more
Then you left on me, what was that speech for?

Verse 2:
I'm sleeping, hoping I'll die tonight
If I'm myself will you stay the night?
Said I hurt you, I never meant to
Then you just left, leaving me bruised
Knowing you hurt me too, felt fucking used
You made me realize that I never truly deserved you
Yes, I know I got people to stay for
But why would I stay for people who won't stay for me?
I'm done with this, don't want no more
This pain won't stop till I rest in peace
Overthinking shit bout how you feel
But all this time you weren't real
I'm so sick of feeling broken, all I did was force it
This whole time I was just seeing your back, watching you leave
Figuring this out, it's hard to believe
Believing your lies is all I achieved
But thanks for the pain that you gave to me
Chorus:
I always believed every lie, please tell me why
I just don't know how open up, it's not that I'm shy
Wanna get the knife and stab myself so I don't feel no more
You said it'll be ok and I got to fight more
Then you left on me, what was that speech for?

Outro:
All I did was give and
All my friends are fake and
All they did was break
So no I got no fate