I don't understand
Why you left so soon

Constantly looking to place blame
When there's no blame to be placed
Just an hourglass running it's course
But i guess that's why there's fear in faith

So what's the use in prayer
And the good in belief?
If the only thing i get in return
Is pain and loss

I would still crawl on my hands and knees for you
If it meant I could bring you back

I felt a sudden sense of relief
Like suddenly
I can feel you here with me
I can hear that lullaby that you used to love
You always practiced what you preached
If I ever learned anything
Never put your faith God
Because look what he's done to you

It ended with a white room
A loved one who's grip wasn't tight enough
And the the pain was too much. How can i say goodbye to you?
How am i supposed to sleep?
This is all his fault
I will never sleep again

Just rest your eyes my son

I am in this alone