[Verse 1]
I'm a Hypocrite
It takes me two seconds to find out what I think another is doing wrong
But it takes me two years to find out my own mistakes and then to hopefully only catch on
I'm a Hypocrite
I want the spotlight on me but I squint and want to leave when the light on me gets too bright blinding my eyes so I cannot see
I'm a Hypocrite
Wishing for what I can't have
Reaching for what I can't grab
Not sitting for what I can't stand
Preaching joy when I just get mad
Saying I'm satisfied when I rant
Saying I've done something when I can't
I mean u probably know me, trying to think too deeply when some things are within reach
So I'm shoveling for a treasure that's not beneath
But on top
I'm getting more deeper within my thoughts when some topics should just be dropped
Even when and answer has been said, but I still just can't stop
Speaking my heart out but my ears are getting plugged
Overthinking things when I should just get over myself
What if all the things I've been telling you, I should really just be telling myself?
What if all of this is actually a call for help?
I'm a Hypocrite