Goodbye
People say a lot of things to build up their self-esteem
On the internet they shit on your dreams, yeah
Dark thoughts, iv’e been thinking some things
Still struggle with the drugs, trying keeping it clean
I just get loaded and watch the rope hang, just picked up cocaine
My man stuck in a cold cage
Yeah, it’s gonna take a lot of praying for this soul to be saved
I give my soul and everything I got just to be sane
And I don’t care about no fame, I been thinking about my gran
Gon of the drugs, what would my granny say
She looking down on me, I know
And when i’m up, that’s the only time they come around me, I know
I feed of misery and pain for heart, over time I ain’t know what that would do to my heart
It make me think, was I really this depressed from the start
Did I think about demise and my suicide right from the start
I hate to burden people with my problems
So I bottle that shit in, and got addicted to the bottle
Fell victim to the violence in this cold world
Shit I was raised by the streets, and had no father who could guide me through this cold world
What should I do, should I say my goodbye’s
To my dogs, to my brother, to my auntie and mom
Oh yeah, i’m talking about suicide
Yeah n***a, i’m talking about suicide, shit
But if I go right now, would I leave with regrets
I never found true love, is that something I can accept
I got this dream lord, I know that i’m blessed
I got this gift, I got this voice and I still got some words on my chest
And I won't be here for long, but shit i’mhere now
Trough all the drug haze, I can see it clear now
That i’m here for a real reason, yeah i’m here for a real reason
I got a story, imma speak it
Leave from the trenches, imma fly high
Ain't no time for me to say goodbye
Cause i’m still alive
Ain’t no time for me to say goodbye
I thank the lord that i’m still alive
Villeshit
On the internet they shit on your dreams, yeah
Dark thoughts, iv’e been thinking some things
Still struggle with the drugs, trying keeping it clean
I just get loaded and watch the rope hang, just picked up cocaine
My man stuck in a cold cage
Yeah, it’s gonna take a lot of praying for this soul to be saved
I give my soul and everything I got just to be sane
And I don’t care about no fame, I been thinking about my gran
Gon of the drugs, what would my granny say
She looking down on me, I know
And when i’m up, that’s the only time they come around me, I know
I feed of misery and pain for heart, over time I ain’t know what that would do to my heart
It make me think, was I really this depressed from the start
Did I think about demise and my suicide right from the start
I hate to burden people with my problems
So I bottle that shit in, and got addicted to the bottle
Fell victim to the violence in this cold world
Shit I was raised by the streets, and had no father who could guide me through this cold world
What should I do, should I say my goodbye’s
To my dogs, to my brother, to my auntie and mom
Oh yeah, i’m talking about suicide
Yeah n***a, i’m talking about suicide, shit
But if I go right now, would I leave with regrets
I never found true love, is that something I can accept
I got this dream lord, I know that i’m blessed
I got this gift, I got this voice and I still got some words on my chest
And I won't be here for long, but shit i’mhere now
Trough all the drug haze, I can see it clear now
That i’m here for a real reason, yeah i’m here for a real reason
I got a story, imma speak it
Leave from the trenches, imma fly high
Ain't no time for me to say goodbye
Cause i’m still alive
Ain’t no time for me to say goodbye
I thank the lord that i’m still alive
Villeshit