[Hook]
I've accepted every time
That I've ever been rejected
Everytime, a girl hit me up
Then I mention, do you fuck with me?
They all say, they don't really get me?
Probably thinking I'm like everybody else
But she need to know the real me
But I hide from myself, my anxiety
In an constant loop, I don't what to do
Should I focus on me, more than you?

[Verse]
Never liked getting attached
I've always looked myself, like when will it end?
Are these people that I hang with
Really my friends, or will they ditch
Me, before the damn world will end?
Will they care who I am, or who I want to be?
Questions, in my head, gets the best of me
Some I don't even think won't mess with me
Better scenery is what I need to see
I plead the earth, can't live or die for sure
To feel true to someone else, I need to love myself
I'll rather be myself, alone to death
I'm numbing every step, I take, I'm losing breath
When I touch deep down in dug dirt, that's
The only time, I'll be sad to be hurt
One girl, will be there for me, but now
I'd rather clear my mind, and even out, lord