[Verse]
Visions of living in millions with women and a dope crib
Munching food at a long table, drinking liquor, take a sip
Walk out the door to a garage with nice cars and super whips
Go round the back to a dope pool with women swimming, take a dip
I know it’s coming ‘cause I envision, it’s destiny
Don’t be testing me
I can do this shit endlessly
It’s heavenly
Flowing and glowing and spitting cold bars is my speciality
Being real with the audience just might be the recipe
Right now, I’m feeling I’d give anything to make it in this business
Call me ambitious, fame looking delicious
And I don’t give a fuck if you don’t believe in me
Maybe you’re not perceiving me right
Maybe you’re not receiving the light
This the start of something good I can feel it
Call it the beginning
I feel like I’m winning
Higher than the ceiling
We are nowhere near the end
We go through all the bumps and bends
I’m surrounded by people that I consider to be friends
We gotta ascend
And I guess I’m scared
I’m scared that my homies ain’t gonna be there
Won’t be there when I’m prepared
Prepared to look at my struggles in the eyes and glare
But it isn’t fair, it isn’t fair
I look in the mirror and imagine myself in front of thousands of people
Spreading my wings like an eagle, performing the sequel, the sequel to the first mixtape, feeling my heart rate increase as I hold my breath, not thinking about every second I’m getting closer to death
These are my thoughts being a teen
Thoughts of not making it in this game make me want to scream
Maybe when I’m 20 my aspirations of music will just be a distant memory?

[Verse 2]
I heard that beat and thought of all the people that I've lost
Through disconnection, misdirection, maybe lines were crossed?
Thought of all the people that I've stuck with, no matter the cost
Changing topics; fuck all the ice, the bling, the diamonds and frost
I got so much on my mind right now, so I apologise if there's no sense
I been worrying so much, I just need to get it off my chest
It's just that all these motherfuckers always want what they can't get
But when they have it, they don't want it, man that's some mindset
They want some turn-up, I deliver, get's rejected, what a bummer
Want the cold when the sun's out, but when winter comes, they want the summer
Let's take it back some time ago to July 2018
Having dreams in bed of coming up on the Hip-Hop scene
But then a friend of mine got jumped in front of my eyes
I wrote a song about it, Growing Pains, didn't tell no lies
Fuck a rhyme scene and flow, I'm just scribbling thoughts on to this page
I've been in love with music since such a young age
I just can't comprehend why these motherfuckers take their time to clown
That shit fuels my passion and hunger, you don't see no fucking frown
On my face, shut the fuck up, these dreams I chase
I'm laced with anger and regret for being my motherfucking parents' disgrace
I'm fucking done