(Chorus)
It's so Unfair, the things you
(Verse 1: J-Lynx)
Sitting back thinking, yea thinking about the fam
Thinking bout the fam now it's time to be the man
I miss you Unc and Gram, I just wanna hold your hands
Never let you go but God had other plans
Take your beautiful souls up the high road
Nothing too fast, never go slow
You will never know when's your time to go
So always stay up, not the south pole
Nowadays, this is the life I made
Woulda been easier if our loved ones stayed
We're gonna get together like a huge parade
Yeah life's a struggle
But we gotta stay humble
Fuck all the sadness, (Uh)
Fuck all the trouble
Shit got me a tear
Dying is my worst fear
My love is right here
It will never disappear (Agh)
(Oo Oo)
*It's so unfair*
(Verse 2: SAMPSUN)
Take a glance inside my mind
Fathers day 2005
A nightmare jolts me out my sleep
Ears perked at the sound of weeping
From the other room made by my mother
In her doorway I'm peaking to see tears streamlining her cheeks
She found out we lost her brother via phone call
My heart ruptured cuz to me he was a true soldier
Her face white as December snowfall
And I never thought I'd see her at her weakest
Must be why I kept it a secret when I fell into one of the deepest
Depressions at such an early age
A depression that permeates the pages of my notebook
I'd go into a blurry rage
Throwing rocks at them pearly gates
Because I never understood why mommy was in a constant worry state
Trying to protect me from the world when it was at home i was being abused
Over a decade I had refused to address this as my truth
I'd rather rue as a mute; allowing my eyelids to droop
No one knowing what I've been through
Perhaps they suspected I was molested and never bothered to raise a question leaving me mildly confused
In turn I turn recluse
A tad bit socially awkward
Stiff in my posture
Living as an imposter
I don't think we share the same monsters
After dark I laugh with mine
They made me a master mind
Tell me, what will you sacrifice to see yourself into paradise
Only to say to the lord that
*It's so unfair*
(Verse 3: YNG401)
Have you ever had a dream
A young golden opportunity
Just snaps right at the seems
Thought it was soon to be
Well shit so did Di
We was kicking we was cooling
All throughout high school i was known for making moves
On defenders I used to break em out they shoes
Now my team didn't win much, don't blame it on the color tho
3 coaches in 4 years, we dealt with the mother-load
I'm proud to call my brothers bro
They love when I drop it slow
Grab the remote, when i played I took control
Trynna keep up with kid you get shook up off your toes and I mean that
Hooks and blows got you slouched like a beanbag
Broke, haunting heart, this the story where the scenes sad
It's ok to have a failed dream, switch your route out
Get paid by any means
It's so unfair, yes it's unfair
But it's reality
Yeah that's reality
It's YNG