(They love me, they love me not)
I live with a noose around my neck
And the devil on my shoulder pulling me towards death
Waiting for when I slip up next
To whisper faults in my ears hoping I’ll choose him instead

The whole world’s a cutthroat
Fed all these insults
Right down my throat
Chokehold ‘til I scream “no”

They love me, they love me not
It really all depends on what I’ve got

Why do I make time for people who could care less if I’m alive?
Because if they don’t love me then who else will

I was born a lonely bastard
A walking fucking disaster
With a passion for being the worst and constantly thinking I'm hurt

So long live depression, long live sin
May you never stop worshipping your demons within
May you always fight the battles that you’ll never win
Again and again and again

They say that the grass is always greener on the other side
But everything’s black and white when you feel left behind

Let me suffer, let me rot
Swallow me with everything I lost
My mind is caught inside a slipknot
Made out of anxiousness and everything I’m not
Let me suffer, let me rot in my cell
They love me, they love me not
I can’t tell

People like me weren’t meant to be happy
We’re meant to choke on our words with everyone laughing
People like me weren’t meant to be happy
I’m not happy, I don’t know how to be happy