[Hook by Blake Rose]
I need the answer, to all the pain
Before all the shame, comes back again
Meeting my maker, waited in vein, before all the pain, comes back again

[Verse 1]
They say pain is weakness leaving the body
I'm weak and I can't hide this shame
I'm tired of being called names, ridiculed
It's the same damn thing constantly
And I just can't take it
I'm a mess and I can feel my heart breaking more and more again
I'm so fucking stressed, I snap punch a wall with my fist
Tears fall down my face, I feel like my life is a waste
I'm an emotional wreck, I can feel depression grabbing me by the neck
Why is life gotta be so complex
I might not make it, but I'm good at faking it
Just gotta take it day by day
But while those sky's are gray
I feel nothing but emptiness inside of me
I'm falling apart, total broken heart
Because of the way she treated me
Abused me, used me, confused me
And made up shit
Now I feel like I can't go on living

[Hook by Blake Rose]
I need the answer, to all the pain
Before all the shame, comes back again
Meeting my maker, waited in vein, before all the pain, comes back again

[Verse 2]
Shot in the heart, shedding tears in the dark
Fears surrounding, a fucking mess, yeah falling apart
That's the feelings I had on a Gosh Damn daily
Praying constantly for someone to come and save me
Cutting my wrist, having feelings as if I didn't even exist
Suicide attempts, feeling weaker everytime I would go through this
It's a pattern that never ends, and
I think I'm becoming worse by the second
Picked on and teased, constantly fucking bullied utill I wept
Nothing's wrong with me emotionally it's all in my head, is what I said
Until I tried to hang myself in my fucking closet
Shit I need help!
I keep reaching out, but nobody seems to reach back and lend a helping hand to help me get back up again
Fuck you all! You did this to me!
My blood is in your hands
Cause fuck life I'm out
I can't stand the way y'all treat me
So I'm becoming history slowly until
I can't breathe

[Hook by Blake Rose]
I need the answer, to all the pain
Before all the shame, comes back again
Meeting my maker, waited in vein, before all the pain, comes back again

[Verse 3]
A month goes on, it's the same song and dance
My heart is tired of the bullshit romance
I feel as if I can't ever love again
After they way she fucking used me
And lied to all her friends
Now I can't show my face at school ever again
All because you thought my feelings were to be played with like an instrument
Fuck this shit, I'm getting up out of bed and gonna fight this fucked up depression
Me and my mental state are in a boxing match
Back and forth, like a tug of war, we go
But I ain't even giving up though
I'm gonna get through this, if it kills me yo
I don't give a fuck what you say
Cause I feel stronger each and every day
That passes, I ain't gonna let you say
A gosh damn thing to ruin my day
A couple months pass
I feel more healthy
I can see the sun shining
Down on me, I feel alive, finally
And most importantly
I feel incredible bitch cause I am the ace

[Hook by Blake Rose]
I need the answer, to all the pain
Before all the shame, comes back again
Meeting my maker, waited in vein, before all the pain, comes back again