[Verse 1]
Yeah I needed some time to myself
To re address my mental health
All the stress I was put under, my anxiety increasing upward
Having those anxiety attacks my asthmatic gasps telling myself to hold my breathe like this shit will be over
Been thinking lately about all the people who hate me
Why the fuck do I stress about this kinda shit lately I don't know
But what am I to do, when I'm living like a recluse
So afraid of fucking losing you
To someone else come on get a grip of yourself
Why the fuck does life gotta be a living hell
All the pain that sleeps deep in my brain
I keep asking myself will I ever wake up from this horrible dream

[Verse 2]
Maybe the haters are right, I should just hang it up tonight
Fuck this mic, fuck everything, cause I fell like I can't do anything right
But the one thing that I ever did right was loving you at first sight
Because of you I still continue to fight
But what if I just gave up, said fuck it life is rough
And commited suicide, where would I, be at this moment in time
I wouldn't be here in the physical writhing these rhymes if I gave up easily and didn't continue to fight
I fight for what is right, been bullied for most of my life
But I stuck it out, cause my music is a word of mouth I'm stronger now so don't ever count me out I feel amazing! And finely able now to talk about these issues and let all my emotions out