[Verse 1]
Rest in peace to all the hope that I lost inside of the process
Of taking all of my feelings and making it into projects
And my heart's aware of everything so you can't show me nothing new
That's why I drink like half the fucking bottle just to substitute
And I can't even trust a soul
I can't even trust my "bros"
I put the quote on quote around that shit cus' I don't fucking know if
If I even have a friend
Let alone someone to talk to when I'm broken heart again
I'm at the point where it's the safest to be mentally caged
If I shared all of my thoughts then i'd be mentally stained
Mentally afraid
Mentally closed, and if I opened then the thoughts that'd be released, I think they never would fade
I lost my hope for all the happiness
I let you in my life and then you left and now you back in it
And I regret decisions that i made just from my past and shit
And I don't know if giving you an entrance made the benefits
But fuck it now
Now I'm living lonely, undercover now
And fuck the fame
I'm just tryna live and make my mother proud
My father too, I just gotta face it that I can't get you
Girl I love you but I can't miss you
N***a that's real