Self medics
[Verse 1]
You did everything you said you wouldn't do and I never thought that the hate would stop us
Like how the fuck I use these women to replace the doctors?
Pain is on us but we keep lying and faking honest
Days were long and it even got you to break the promise
But I'm still falling though
As far as thoughts'll go
I've been reminiscing and overthinking the differences I should've made in August though
Where did all it go?
It's just me and this mirror n***a, I'm that alone
And all I see is a hopeless fuck and a sadder song
And there's days where I'm really stuck in this tunnel vision, running from your face
But the feeling's faster, it catches up and summons up your name
And then now I'm filled with this torture
And fuck it, I really lost you
I'm stuck and moving disorderly
Missing my old priorities
You, are the only one I pour in the booth
You did everything you said you wouldn't do and I never thought that the hate would stop us
Like how the fuck I use these women to replace the doctors?
Pain is on us but we keep lying and faking honest
Days were long and it even got you to break the promise
But I'm still falling though
As far as thoughts'll go
I've been reminiscing and overthinking the differences I should've made in August though
Where did all it go?
It's just me and this mirror n***a, I'm that alone
And all I see is a hopeless fuck and a sadder song
And there's days where I'm really stuck in this tunnel vision, running from your face
But the feeling's faster, it catches up and summons up your name
And then now I'm filled with this torture
And fuck it, I really lost you
I'm stuck and moving disorderly
Missing my old priorities
You, are the only one I pour in the booth