[Verse 1]
Pink and blue in a sky of clouds
Top a mountain I'm looking down
Wind is chilled on my finger tips
And it's hard to see around me
Night is coming I know for sure
Ash the joint as we light one more
But the aura still astound me

[Chorus]
If I get the last spot in heaven but they don’t take all of my friends
Then maybe I won't go
Maybe I won't go
And if I want the leaves from the trees but I can't take pride in the stems
Then maybe I won't grow
Maybe I won't grow

[Verse 2]
I got acquainted with the idea
That everything that I fear
Is easy when you let it go
So I shouldn't put my problems on a pedestal
But I think the things that scare us are incredible
I missed a call from a friend who needed help, but I couldn't assist
Said "I'm busy with my work" like a son of a bitch
I'm sorry that I've gone missing
And I don't listen

[Chorus]
If I get the last spot in heaven but they don’t take all of my friends
Then maybe I won't go
Maybe I won't go
And if I want the leaves from the trees but I can't take pride in the stems
Then maybe I won't grow
Maybe I won't grow

[Verse 3]
Am I greedy? Am I selfish? Over thinking
This what Hell is, vivid vision, pupils shrinking
Isolation got the best of me now
And I don't wanna see nobody 'cause they stressing me out
All the fears that I have are stuck somewhere inside
I don't let nobody see 'em, I won't swallow my pride
I am the enemy
The man who helps everybody else except for me
And don't ya know now that has been my speciality?
There is a better me waiting
This self hating deflating I keep creating
Parading around for this night to end, so...

[Chorus]
If I get the last spot in heaven but they don’t take all of my friends
Then maybe I won't go
Maybe I won't go
And if I want the leaves from the trees but I can't take pride in the stems
Then maybe I won't grow
Maybe I won't grow