I have to be honest I've been scared to make this song
But I took a promise to social media, if I didn’t it'd be wrong
We've all lost a beautiful soul that genuinely cared for us all
And this here is a poem to to our dear friend, and brother that we lost
Yeah
And even though you’re gone we still talk when I'm alone
Hasn't been so long since I saw your name up on my phone
Hit my line everyday just to show that I was known
Now it's weird you're not here and it's aching to the bone
Remember I would text you just to vent about a bitch?
Remember we'd play ball and you'd teach me how to pitch?
Was one of very few that would never fake and switch
Took it all for granted, was too focused on getting rich
Told you Music was my passion, you’d support it all the way
Asked you if you listened, you would look at me and say
“I always listen, do you want to know why?
Cause there’s always truth in the lyrics that you write.”
You advised I should really work on my flow
Ever since then, every song I write, it flows
You never doubted my dreams or my hopes
For you I'll never stop climbing up this rough & ragged rope
Was going through Instagram and I saw a picture of you with a caption of “RIP”
Couldn’t believe what I've seen, so I messaged everyone
“Please tell me it's not what it seems!”
Your sister replied with nothing but a sad emoji from there I hoped it was a bad dream
But the captions of RIP never stopped flooding my feed
What the fuck man my fucking brother's gone!
I didn’t know you what to do so I fucking called my mom
Just to keep my calm, I feel the radiation around me like a fucking bomb had dropped
My chest fucking hurts, and it's like my heart had stopped
Fuck!
Promised you we'd make some music
But we never got around to do it
Man this shit is therapeutic
You were one that taught me I should use it, not abuse it
Only you should use the same advise for all the booze that you usin'
Why?
I often question the decisions that you made in life
Cause maybe if you didn't you would still be alive
I'm sorry that I said it but it made me realize
That life is fucking precious, we should all stay alive
Despite all your choices, your soul was always pure
I promise that I mean it, man, I've never been so sure
I'm sorry you were sad, I wish you never were
If I could've saved you, man, I would've now I'm insecure
Hope that you see me writing this song
Hope that you smile when we put it on
Hope that you see me writing this song
Hope that you smile when we put it on
Play it loud enough so it breaks through the clouds
I need you to know that I'm thinking about you now
Everybody turn this up so Kyle can hear it
I said my brother's coming with me if I ever made it
So I made this song for you just in case I make it
Keep your legacy alive whenever someone plays it
That's my promise to my brother swear I'll never break it
Told you about about my time in December you were happy I survived
I can't really help to think it's unfair that I'm alive
Fucking stupid that you couldn't share the same luck as I
So if you're with God, please ask him why
I swear it's unfair, it's dark everywhere
The world was so bright with the moments we would share
I know what you want, you want me to fight
You want me to fight the battle of life
I swear this shit is hard, I'll never sink my guard
When I see you again I'll show you battle scars
Was always my defender, was always your endeavor
And for that I'll always remember, you
I'll always remember you
I love you, and I miss you
Rest In Peace, brother