I be stayin up hella late tryna write
Tryna figure out what’s wrong or right
Tryna figure out my left from my right
Cause I don’t understand how to write
A couple verses and a couple hooks
It’s like I just took the bait
I can not relate
I can barely take
I can not escape
But I’m tryna cop a vape
But you know what that just agitates
Though it soothes the pain
Let’s turn this shit from portrait to landscape
To show you the whole picture
Picture perfect
No ones perfect thats a fact
You think your perfect?
Your a wack
I don’t know who you think you are
But you need to tone it down
Havin mental breakdowns
Constantly contemplaing on circlin my cranium
My soul made out of adamadium
I’m always on the run tryin to amaze em
Doesn’t happen cause I’m only amazin myself
Tryna phone someone else but my cell just broke
I don’t know what else I’m feelin awoke
Grap my water take a gulp
See the air take a breath
Tell me what’s next
Take a guess
Feelin like a guest
Inside my body inside my soul
Fellin like I’m not myself no mo’
At this point I’m ready for war
I can’t take it anymore
I don’t like it anymore
I need to spit some more
Feelin like a goat but I’m a ghost
My brain feelin like he lost in a moat
He drownin from being ghost
I’m good for startin off unlike most
So why do I feel
I’m runnin out of things to say
It’s making me insane
Sorry for the repetitive sayins
All it is
I know how life is staged
I’m never making it center stage
Instead I’m locked in the cage
Stayin on my shelf
I have never been myself
I don’t know what else
Ima start this decade off strong
Ima be a Neil armstrong
Use the ceps
Push my self up
Stand right on up
Ima fix my self right on up
Ima stay forever ever strong
Somebody just hit the gong
Wake the hell up
It’s hard to write the hype
Maybe cause I’m white
People tellin me ima make it big
Maybe maybe one day