Play this shit on repeat
Dont care if you leave me
Yall gon have to free me
I hope youll never need me

I dont wanna waste time
God i really hate my
Self
Really fucking hate life
Stress compromise my
Health

I felt like a reject
Ever since i was a kid
Left home
Forced my way
Went and got a fucking crib
But it dont matter
Hit the vape
Blood pool inside my ribs
I feel snakes
On my body
How they crawl over
My skin

I hate my teeth
I hate my facе
I hate that i make more mistakеs
Like everyday
Is just a waste
And i get more than i can take
No longer broken
But i’ll break
Its in the music that i make
Im scared that music is my fate
I really wanna get away
And im surrounded by the evil seeking
Leeching demons
And people that i know be heathens
Freeze and see me bleeding
Ignore my pain
But i hate to say i need to see it
Cuz its the only thing
That lets me know
That i am breathing

Beamy
I dont wanna waste time
God i really hate myself
I cannot see what they want to see
Gotta think far past your brain
Friends of mine till the end
Of time be the ones, drive me insane
Life of greed and vanity
That ain't never been my lane
Y’all should feel fucking ashamed
Fuck everyone in the game

I am what i am
Give a fuck if you can't
Tolerate it
Im on my shit
I know better than to be
Impatient
All of the inspiration that
They take from me is blatant
It took the deepest pain for me to
Pray and reawaken
Dont give a fuck about the game
I dont need to play it
They tryna play liek god
Now they only seein satan
Id be a fool to think it lies
Around for me to take it
I smile but it is just a front
For all my seething hatred