[CXRSPE]
Back again
To fuck up my life
And I don’t understand
Why won’t I die
Getting tired
I’m on fire
Wanna get higher
Pull an all nighter
To escape
And I think about a bottle
I can drink
Just to shut my brain so don’t have to think
Trying to be a good person
Came back to me
And it hurts
I wish I could throw it all away
Wish I didn’t have to look at my face
Wish I didn’t have to see my name
Wish I didn’t have to go to this way
Wish I could disappear
And go far away
And go far away