[Verse 1]
Whenever I shut my eyes I'm always taken back
That night that seventeen stood out where all I saw was black
I was so paranoid, I'd taken all these substances
Was caught within my mind, was certain that I was not loved
I can't explain myself or why I tried to take my life
But it forever haunts me knowing that I tried it twice
So I release my pain just praying that it does me good
Release that rope because my destiny is not a noose

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm roaming and feeling like life has lost all meaning
Ovеrwhelmed, who can help еxplain these thoughts I'm thinking?

[Chorus]
Please tell me I'm dreaming, this all feels so wrong
Still lost now I'm fading into the unknown
If I'm left to wander, into the depths where I roam
I fear I'll be leaving, another poor soul bound to die alone

[Verse 2]
When you look in my eyes can you tell me what you see?
'Cause when I look at myself I'm not the person I should be, no
Self-healing's taking so long, so how long will it take before it runs out?
I'm all alone in the dark patiently waiting for someone to pull me... OUT!
[Chorus]
Please tell me I'm dreaming, this all feels so wrong
Still lost now I'm fading into the unknown
If I'm left to wander, into the depths where I roam
I fear I'll be leaving, another poor soul bound to die alone
(Bound to die alone)

[Outro]
I can't explain myself or why I tried to take my life
But it forever haunts me knowing that I tried it twice
So I release my pain just praying that it does me good
Release that rope you motherfucker cause it's not for... you!
It's not
No, it's not