[EVAN, spoken]
Good morning students, and-and faculty. I just... I would like just to say a few words today to you about....my best friend Connor Murphy. We stood there on an oak tree, Connor said that, um, he wondered what the world would look like from all the way up there so um, we decided to find out
We started climbing slowly, one... one branch at a time and when I finally looked back we were already uh, thirty feet off of the ground.
Connor just looked at me and smiled that way he always did. "Keep going," he said. "Keep going 'till you see the sun."
And then I fell.
[CYNTHIA, sung]
In the dark, you were swept away
[EVAN, spoken]
The funny part was when I hit the ground for a second, I just lay there.
[CYNTHIA]
And the world wouldn't let you stay
[EVAN, spoken]
I thought that any second now here...here he comes
[CYNTHIA]
All the words that I want to say
I can't find
[EVAN, spoken]
And then I looked up and Connor reached out his hand and all of the sudden, I knew more than I'd ever known anything that I wasn't alone.
[LARRY]
I am lost in remembering
[EVAN, spoken]
And Connor didn't always know what to say.
[CYNTHIA]
Did you soar on an angel's wing?
[EVAN, spoken]
Wasn't always easy for him to, to talk to people
[CYNTHIA/LARRY]
Will your face keep on lingering
In my mind?
[EVAN, spoken]
Wasn't easy to tell his parents how much he loved them. To tell Zoe that she was the most...that she meant the entire world to him
He was always scared that because he was quiet, what if no one noticed him? What if his whole life, what if he didn't matter at all?
So wherever you are now, right now Connor, I hope you can see this or-or hear this. Um, and know in your heart that you matter. That you'll always matter. To all of us
[VIRTUAL VOICES]
Oh, hear me now
Oh, oh
Oh, hear me now
Oh, oh
A part of me
[CYNTHIA]
Finds a hope in holding on
[VIRTUAL VOICES]
A part of me
[LARRY]
Won't give up what isn't gone
[VIRTUAL VOICES]
A part of me
[CYNTHIA/LARRY]
Wants to share the hurt and heartache
That I felt that day
When you took away
[ALL]
A part of me
[ZOE, spoken]
Alana put a copy of your speech online. I don't know what happened but people started sharing it, I guess? I mean, it's everywhere! People from all over the country are talking about Connor. Yesterday, he had fifty-six pins on here!
[EVAN, spoken]
Okay, how many does he have now?
[ZOE, spoken]
One thousand, two hundred and thirty-nine.
[EVAN, spoken]
What happened?
[ZOE, spoken]
You did.
[ALANA]
I feel the weight of the world sink in
[COMMUNITY VOICES, spoken]
Connor and I used to ride the same bus.
[ALANA]
And the chills dancing across my skin
[COMMUNITY VOICES, spoken]
We were best friends in fourth grade
They were inseperable
[ALANA]
When I think that you must've been
[JARED/VIRTUAL VOICES]
How you must have been
[ALANA/JARED/VIRTUAL VOICES]
So alone
[COMMUNITY VOICES, spoken]
Our son went to school with Connor
[VIRTUAL VOICES & COMMUNITY VOICES, spoken]
(Oh)
He was my friend
(Hear me now)
I never met you Connor, but coming on here, reading everyone's posts...
(Oh, oh)
It's so easy to feel alone
(Oh)
But right now, we're not alone, none of us
(Hear me now)
Thank you, Evan Hansen, for giving us a space to remember Connor
Share
(Oh, oh)
Sending prayers from Michigan
Vermont. Tampa. Sacramento
Repost
Thank you, Evan
Share
Evan Hansen
(Oh, oh)
We won't forget you, Connor
Thanks to Evan Hansen
Forward
I won't forget you
We'll remember Connor
(Oh)
We'll always remember
[ALL]
A part of me
[ZOE/ALANA/CYNTHIA]
Needs a way to say goodbye
[ALL]
A part of me
[CYNTHIA/ALANA/LARRY/JARED/ZOE]
Now remembers how to cry
[ALL]
A part of me
Wants to share the hurt and heartache
So the world can see
That you'll always be
A part of me
[CYNTHIA/LARRY]
You left this life and left me numb
Was I blind and deaf and dumb?
I didn't know how bad it had become
Or how to save you
[CYNTHIA/LARRY/ALANA/JARED/ZOE]
Now every prayer I've learned is prayed
And every moment shared replayed
I won't allow your memory to fade
Can I save you?
[ALL (EXCEPT EVAN)]
The sky collapsed without a sound
As broken pieces hit the ground
The rain fell down around me and I drowned
But, I will save you
My secrets sorrows overflow
I see them in your afterglow
I promise I will never let you go
I will save you
[ALANA]
You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone
You are not alone
[ALANA/ZOE/VIRTUAL VOICES/LARRY]
You are not alone
[CYNTHIA/VIRTUAL VOICES/JARED/HEIDI]
You are not alone
[ALANA/ZOE/VIRTUAL VOICES/LARRY]
You are not alone
[CYNTHIA/VIRTUAL VOICES/JARED/HEIDI]
You are not alone
[ALANA/ZOE/VIRTUAL VOICES/LARRY]
You are not
[ALANA/ZOE/LARRY/CYNTHIA/VIRTUAL VOICES/HEIDI/JARED]
You are not alone
[ALL]
A part of me
[ZOE]
Can't believe I never knew
[ALL]
A part of me
[ZOE]
I see the other part of you
[ALL]
A part of me
[ZOE]
In every word I miss you more
[ALL]
A part of me
[ZOE]
Brings me closer than before
[ALL]
A part of me
Wants to share the hurt and heartache
So the world can see
That you'll always be
[ZOE, spoken]
Everything you said in your speech. Everything you've done. You don't know how much...
[EVAN, spoken]
No, I...it isn't...
[ZOE, spoken]
You've given me my brother back.
[CONNOR]
A part of me