Ay, ay ay, (hoaah!) ay, ay, ay ay, ayyy!
Ay, ay, ay, ayyy!

[Verse 1]
For the pain
Need a whole lotta drugs for the pain
Need a needle for the motherfucking vein, uh
I'm sinking, I'm drowning
In the voices In my head
Telling me I'd better dead
I should be dead, uh
I need drugs for the pain
Need a quick end to all the voices, end my reign, ay
Slit my vein, ay, call out my name in the afterlife
Sunken abyss, where my soul lives
Dark as my heart, cold as my skin
Still tender to the touch
If God needs an angel, let me rise the fuck up
If Satan needs a angel, then let me say what's up
It goes both ways, I just need the end of my days
Help me end the pain, I need relief
I seek the fame, I need the devil, he's my soulmate
Only because he resides inside my soul
He ready to take it when I'm dead, I made a deal for when I'm depressed that he would help not take the pill
And I'm lost inside my self, My true potential
Hopefully I don't die soon, I don't want my mom to get that phonecall
Six feet under, I belong to where devil lurks
I don't wanna belong to anybody, I'm my own man I don't wanna catch no body
Five AM, tired as fuck, still crying
I'm sorry
11:11 Make a wish, and I ain't dead yet, why not

[Chorus]
And all the times I prayed and ain't shit come true
All the suffer you brought me, ain't ever come back to you
And I say, and I say, and I say, yeah, yeah
I should be dead, ay, I should be dead, yeah
I should be dead, yeah, I should be dead

[Verse 2]
Ayy!
And I'm numb, to the pain
My emotions, feel the same
I feel like a corpse just hanging onto life
I can't take it, end my suffering, I don't want the pain
I don't want the pain, no, I don't the paaaain, ay..