[Verse]
Always outside in the cold weather
Yeah, I got a real bad vendetta
I'm hoping for you that it end better
I just want air, I want a breath of it
I don't ask questions I just go set foot in
Better talk to me respectfully
Do everything I do carefully
Remember who I am you are in debt to me
There's nothing that I can abide to
Look around at these people I lie to
They see me, they wanna come do it how I do it
Do you listen to music and cry to it?
I got no public discussions for nothing
'Cause my head is fucked up
I never go dance with puppets
I dance with the bullets
'Cause I always consider it

Pray to god, that I'll be a kid again
Put up facades, for all my sins committed
Not sufficient
Death is vivid
I just want the definition
I just want the definition
What's the meaning of this?
Did you mean to offend me?
It's easy for you to forget me?
It's not easy for you to respect me?
I know how to solve all these problems
Pull out my strap and I pop them
Or do I pop myself?
I grew up all by myself
With no help
But oh well

I guess we'll fuck him over and we won't tell him
Let him scream, when the ghosts sell him
They wanna leave, but I won't let em
Now I sit in the cold weather
You need me for all your development
This is my settlement
Look at the bodies I carried in
Treated me like I was always irrelevant
Hey man I think you should talk to a therapist

No I don't think so
I'm fine with living life like I'm a schizo
I try to slip in a time where I get hope
Five more seconds until Ima get smoked
Try to make it I know I can't get home
Why come tell me you love me and let go?
Let go
[Ad-Lib]
Wake up to reality. Nothing ever goes as planned in this occursive world