[Intro]
I don't wanna be sober, why your bitch just call me over?
I don't wanna be sober, why your bitch just call me over?
I don't wanna be sober, why your bitch just call me over?
I don't wanna be sober, why your bitch just call me over? (Ooh, boom shocka-locka)

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna be sober, why your bitch just call me over?
I can't get it out my head, girl, you made my heart feel colder
They mad because I'm getting bread, wanna look good when I'm older
Remember I was left on read, gave the boy the cold shoulder
Yeah, feel like Waka Flocka, hard up in the paint, dog (Paint, dog)
Uh, they wanna be like me, I'm mad because I ain't y'all
I'll do what I can, I really want for you to love me back
I'll give you my hand, I'll trade it all for you to trust me back
I got white lighters on my dresser, bitch, I'm tryna die
I can't have nobody in my space because I'm tryna vibe
If I pop this Percocet and molly, bitch, I'm tryna fly (Surf)
I can't have no diamonds on my neck because I'm tryna hide
She gon' come around and give me stress because I am the guy
I'ma pour this deuce in your mouth, lil' baby, open wide
She begging me to come back to the crib 'cause it's her only night
I'm drunk as hell but I don't trust nobody, so I gotta drive
I'm not supposed to really be with you, so I gotta lie
We just smoked a zip of all this kush, so I'm kinda high
Bad hoes all up in the crib, so it's kinda live
I just want a private jet, count this money in the sky
[Refrain]
If I don't get my old life (If I don't get my old life)
I'ma take my own life (I'ma take my own life)
No cap

[Chorus]
I really miss the old me, remember she would hold me
If she met the new me, she wouldn't even know me
She went and found somebody else, I found myself lonely
Put in blood, sweat, and tears, think the world owe me
Baby, you should make it clear, if you love me, show me
How'd I even make it here? I thought it was O-V

[Refrain]
If I don't get my old life (If I don't get my old life)
I'ma take my own life (I'ma take my own life)
No cap (I love it!)

[Verse 2]
I'm dealin' with heartbreak, why you let my heart ache?
Blaming me for shit I did, I ain't even partake
I got demons in my mind telling me to close the blinds (Yeah)
I don't even like the dark, I'm feelin' down but I'll be fine
They say I'm a work of art, I can't tell if I'm alive
Ever since I did a tab, my days have been passing me by
[Bridge]
She tell me I would never ever find nobody better, now this money comin' in, I'm rockin' old and new Margiela
But this money cannot fix me, I got hurt that's hidden in my chest
My haters keep on seeing me, they wishing they could see me less

[Verse 3]
My old best friend wanna see me dead
Hop in a car and see me wreck
My fans wanna see me with these bands
Walk in the mall and see me flex
I wanna see me with some bread
Walk out the mall with new baguettes
All I do is work too hard, I would pay for me to rest

[Refrain]
If I don't get my old life (If I don't get my old life)
I'ma take my own life (I'ma take my own life)
No cap (Uh-oh)

[Chorus]
I really miss the old me, remember she would hold me
If she met the new me, she wouldn't even know me
She went and found somebody else, I found myself lonely
Put in blood, sweat, and tears, think the world owe me
Baby, you should make it clear, if you love me, show me
How'd I even make it here? I thought it was O-V
[Refrain]
If I don't get my old life (If I don't get my old life)
I'ma take my own life (I'ma take my own life)
No cap