044 ROSE
RAINSTORM
[HOOK]
When thunder comes, and the rain falls down
Would you still be down?
Can you still be down for me?
And if nothing comes and it all falls down
Can I fall on you?
Can I call on you, if nothing else?

[VERSE 1]
Oh, and the mirror gets harder to watch as the time goes on
As life goes on
When I'm bleeding from my eyes and I can’t fix what's wrong
Don't know how you can trust me, when I can’t even trust myself
I hope you don't think that there's someone else
Cause in my head it's a movie, that plays in the future
And my eyes fixed on you, but that's not me right next to her
And you can't see it in the rain
But I'm fighting myself to try not to lose her
Try to hide from these thoughts but I'm living through ya
(It’s back around)
And when you try to run from it it’s still around
(It's still around)

[HOOK]
When thunder comes, and the rain falls down
Would you still be down?
Can you still be down for me?
And if nothing comes and it all falls down
Can I fall on you?
Can I call on you, if nothing else?

[VERSE 2]
And we’re back inside the blue
And there's no better feeling than when I'm trapped inside of you
Cause my mind's gone, and it thinks shit
Thinking things like: "What if I’m wrong and I can't fix this?"
And you tell me
There's no reason to think just the way that I do, cause I feel
(Feel)
But I gotta admit, that the things that you do
Got me thinking that this could be real

[BRIDGE]
Oooh back in the blue, in the blue, in the blue

[VERSE 3]
And we're back inside the blue
And there's no better feeling than when I'm losing myself to you
And now I'm fucking dying, too
I can't hold on to who I am if you're taking my soul with you
Baby, welcome to the blue where the body succumbs to pain
And the help never pulls through
And the mind plays tricks to make you think you've made it through
But on the other side of happiness I'm drowning with you
And we're trapped inside this rainstorm
Trying to get to numb, but it just helps me feel the pain more
And leaving my life in your hands did nothing but cut at my strings
With nothing to show for it

[OUTRO]
Look I'm sorry that I destroyed us in the first place
I know that I fucked this all up in the worst way
I fought back emotions too long now I can't help
But lose my composure when I look at your face
Just thinking of us in the past makes me lose it
You tortured my soul somehow made me feel useless
You think we can fix shit you know I can't do this
I try to be strong but my mind just refuses, and I
And it feels like it's just me on my own, and I'm