Feels late, getting up now
You got me back and forth, and pacing
And I just can’t stop my shaking
So could you help out?
I feel like I’m locked down
Like I’ll never break out
I feel like I’m stuck here with someone whose loving I hate now
I’ll break your f*cking heart
And I don't want to love you but I still do
I'm about that new sh*t and you're old news
Yet you'd watch me fall apart if it meant to please you
I deserve so much better
Now you're somebody else
I let you in, now I let myself feel
Empty for the first time in my whole d*mn life
You know that
I don't really f*ck with no one and yet you
Used that
To make me, make me regret that I
Held back
Everything I wanted to say to you
But I know that you won't change
I’ll break your f*cking heart
And I don't want to love you but I still do
I'm about that new sh*t and you're old news
Yet you'd watch me fall apart if it meant to please you
I deserve so much better