I got four walls that surround my heavy soul
You can’t do this; you won’t make it
Yeah, I know
Some days I wish I was dead
Wander as a ghost instead
Just to see if being there meant anything at all

Would it hurt to think about me?
Or would you not know?
'Cause I never really let my guard enough down low
Enough for you to see me
And in the end, this is what I chose

It’s always the same thing
Over and over
Thinking the closure will help me try to understand the way
This all ends
And it’s hopeless
It’s what I get for seeking an answer that I never believed anyway

Steady sounds of pain are under every breath
Little lies you can’t accept
'Cause I know you
You bury the truth
Lies from the start, 'cause there’s nothing to lose
And if ever had the chance I would never try again