[Verse 1]
I've been struggling with sleep
I find it hard to close my eyes
Pretending it was all a dream
Set sail with your ghost
I don't believe that you were ever here
The coldest place I've ever been
[Chorus]
But I found out what it's like
To be with someone who took away my dark
And have it all sussed out and concrete
In the empty space inside my head
But now it's all messed up
The butterflies are now a pain up in my chest
If this is what it's like to live
Then I wish that I was dead
[Verse 2]
I lost my faith some time ago
I may as well be stranded out at sea
Where the only thing left to do is sink
But I swear to God I've never
Loved like this before
So how typical it was of me
To be all in when you cut and run
[Chorus]
But I found out what it's like
To be with someone who took away my dark
And have it all sussed out and concrete
In the empty space inside my head
But now it's all messed up
The butterflies are now a pain up in my chest
If this is what it's like to live
Then I wish that I was dead