I'm losing sleep on how long its been
Since  I have had routine
Today  I don't think I'll be waking up
I promise I will change
I'll figure out how I can shift the blame
I'm  never at fault for anything I do

But  I am scared of who I am
I'll make the same mistakes again
This  is all I ever know
'Cause I am scared that this is me
This ain't where my feet should be
I'm waking up from this distant dream

I  used to sing these songs about redemption
About how I'm lost for words
And now I'm stuck in my same old ways
There's never been a single lie that I've told
Meant to hurt my closest friends of old
I guess it just came with the territory

But I am scared of who I am
I'll make the same mistakes again
This is all I ever know
'Cause I am scared that this is me
This ain't where my feet should be
I'm waking up from this distant dream

But I am scared of who I am
I'll make the same mistakes again
This is all I ever know
'Cause I am scared that this is me
This ain't where my feet should be
I'm waking up from this distant dream

This is all I ever know
All I know
It's all I know