ah yeah yeah

I wake up with the sun in my face
hope by my side
no one to love but I'll be just fine
hiding that pain in my eyes
wondering if I'm alive
mama told me that it's ok to cry
why'd mama lie

wishing you could see my now
wish you were here
just to hold my hand or maybe wipe away some tears
I know I'll overcome my fears
maybe I'll put down the beers
maybe ill open my ears
see, I listened to everything you said.
I still have some regrets
still, have some monsters feasting on my head
hoping I forget

stress is eating at me like a parasite
just like a parasite
depression grows inside like a parasite

there's a demon in me and it wants a fight
sleep tight don't let my devils bite
remember when I was a kid riding bikes
now I'm grown up and really hate my life
I truly hate my life.

stress is eating at me like a parasite
just like a parasite


it's hard to love me and I know that
I wanna love you but I'm always so sad(x2)

I'm always so sad or too mad
or so so sad yeah.
I'm always so sad

I'm broken,
I'm torn
I'll never be who I was before
I'm broken I'm torn
I'll never be who I was
I'm broken
I'm torn
I'll never be who I was

just like a parasite
I'm my own parasite(x2)