All I wanted was to leave
But you couldn't give me that

The soft silk of the pillow is kinda rubbing my face
Sort of funny how I'm saying it's me this year
But I don't really wanna do a lot of anything
What I really want don't cost a pretty penny dear
My ears burning, ain't had a wink of sleep
Insomnia be crawling through my blood
Even when you catch me burning, I can sit there counting sheep
But like the shepherd I am, I only want to be heard
Some days I can't
Some days I want to break the barrier
Everyday it's me myself, go fuck around and marry her
I be here anyway, and at the end of the day
Like Nostradamus said, your gifts will go with you to the grave

I don't believe in God, but yesterday my dream spoke to me
It said "Question everything, here's a load of dopamine"
That day I felt great, the best I've had all month
Reality hit me, then I'm fucking back in my slump